The Stories of my Arts

Recently I've created an album in my facebook where I painted pictures according to my feelings & named it ' My Art of Expression . ' So, here is each of the story behind of the painted arts that I would like to share ;

Painted on : 9 Feb 2010

HOPE : I paint this because this year 2010 I hope that anything that I wish for will come true :)

FISHING : Besides ' HOPE ' , I want to fish something that I like... but I'm wondering what I gonna get.

Painted on : 5 Feb 2010

CHANGES : Actually these balloons represent me :) From left to right, the first one was previously that I coloured my hair into red on Jan. The next month on Feb, I've cut my hair shorter, coloured & high-lighted my hair to brown & blond. Therefore, what am I going to change next is still remain as a question :) The white , black & grey lines represent my favourite three colours that I normally wear with my outfits.

Painted on : 3 Feb 2010

SAD : Suddenly I think of him & I miss him :( Sigh. I really want to let him know so much by telling that I miss him badly but I couldn't do it & impossible to happen :( Yea,I still miss him silently inside my heart & I admit in my blog :P Sometimes how do I do to not making myself to think of him? When I think of him - I miss him, Sigh ~~

WHO CARES : After I'd painted ' SAD ' . I felt tired and sleepy. Finally, I ended up with this art and go to sleep.


-StevenPSJ-

Last time

Last time when I was bad mood confirm I went to club to release; Without second thought
Last time when bad mood I did something stupid; Immediately
Last time after I did something stupid.I felt the pain; Useless no brain
Last time after the pain had deeply injected me... I felt wasted; Finally
..... because last time... I was young; Is that an excuse?
Today... I can tell about my ' Last Time.' ; Cheh !

-StevenPSJ-

Im busy

Today is very busy... shop already hit target RM100K++. Imagine how's my day? haih... Jim came back from Germany & we met up at 1U yesterday to yumcha & keng gai. He advised me to work and part time study. " If there's a will, there's a way. " Hence, there's no way if U dont dare yourself to try it,right? Ok... I'll try & see what happen. Indeed, I also feel that I need to study ( its my wish actually... haih ). Tonight after I finish my work, I got a sms from Jim informing me that Gucci & Chanel is hiring people. Retail again? hmmm... I dunno... I just need money :-(
Their salary is higher than Zara and less work but more income. Dont U want that? Sell the bags for thousand++ & U earn extra $$$. Not like Zara... U work a lot.. I mean " A LOT !!! ... " then U just get that few K. Worth? Am I complaining ? sigh :-( I love Zara too but its from the customer's side,aint a staff. U enjoy when U buy but not when U work in Zara. Last week I received a call from EON bank regarding my credit card application. They need my 3month bank statements + salary slips & fax back to them. So,I have to follow up this case. U see... My life is always busy. Me myself not tryin to compare with others... I also understand that other people have their stress & tension or busy life. But mine referring to myself, I hardly have a smooth time to go through.

Status : Follow up 3things-
1) The study
2) The Gucci & Chanel
3) EON bank credit card

-StevenPSJ-

Lepak day whee ~

Hi Hi... LoL... This is me ^^ From finish work in the morning to Sg.Wang to Pavilion to mamak in the end at night.... Greats day ^^

Today I work until 2pm ( claim hours) then YengZhi comes to fetch me. We straight away go to Sg. Wang shopping :-) These are the pictures we've taken & I'd like to share :

Iced Chocolate - J.CO Pavilion : yummy :-)

O yea.. This is my new year 2010 look... redish hair colour & I like this image very much. Will maintain the colour & goodbye to brown

P/S : LoL this photo I didnt upload to my facebook because I look funny.. Perhaps in my own blog is alright... and the donut is yum yummy whee ~~ Long time didnt eat ba... hehe

Hi, she's YengZhi... She captures all the pics for me.. Thanks & love U ^^ Happy shopping+ lepak today with U... Greats !!!

The time I wanna go back with YengZhi, I meet Cagen & Ah Ping. We chat awhile then leave. Huhhh T.T .... tired de... morning until now and update my facebook & blog. Should go to sleep. Tomorrow offday again ! Wheee ^^ hahaha....

-StevenPSJ-

... wanna blog...

Personal, friends & family: Im back tonight to write my blog about me. I've booked my CNY ticket back to Sabah from Shahrin's friend, Ammar. I dont know who is Ammar because we never meet. We just communicated through cell phone because I need him to help me to book the flight ticket. Costed me RM450. Im a bit worry , so tomorrow I'll call to the AirAsia call-centre to double confirm the booking & inquiry.

This year,I just wanna go back my hometown to visit my friends & family, & stay at home. I need calmness... A LOT of calmness to be steady for everything. I have a huge plan ahead for me to pursue this year. I keep on thinking and looking forward for myself & my future. Im getting old.. This is the fact.. duh !!! I dont want to show off.. whats the point? Being me.. I want simple & everything is smooth. Hence,I'll definitely be happy. I decide to resign Zara because I want a higher income. I give myself 7months duration & see what will happen & decide then. At the moment Im progressing since I cant see the unconfirmed & unclear result.

Relationship: Another thing,I totally put aside those love issue. I mean I dont have the ' LOVE RELATIONSHIP ' inside/with me. Right now, I dont have the need/ desire for it because I havent accomplished my career and stable my future- priority. I guess if I've happily accomplished my priority. Only then I'll consider & figure out to get a lover :-) I need more money than a lover right now. Its for my own good sake & I've my story behind why Im ' thirsty ' for money but Im not a sin of money.... maybe I'll blog about this part next time.

Work: I give myself 7months to work in KL.. After that,I'll see what happen and to be decided. The reason I extend to 7months because I wait to get my Zara bonus then I'll leave. Within these time, probably anything could happen : I get promoted? , I've resigned Zara?, I move to stay in KL?, I work in Alvin's company?, back to hometown stay with family & study+ work?, miracle happen I get a lover?, move to Singapore? ... I dunno... any possibility might happen.

Friendship : Recently I didnt go to find Cagen & Weikun because first of all I stay very far from them. Not convenient to go to meet them to yumcha probably at night. But, I dont that serious care about them because erm erm.. my mood. I dont feel like I want to see them,not necessary & I dont care. They have their own thing to get over. Compare to last year, I become more quiet. I prefer to be simple and calm. Lets share this, last Saturday I went to MP. WeiKun invited me... Therefore I went there by myself. I ordered one bucket of Heineken. I got high but not drunk. Like usual my god brother WeiKun yeah... he's drunk and started to say silly thing and I began to feel annoyed/irritated. Honestly. Why? The reason is - " Bro,issit Im yr lil god brother thats mean U can treat me rudely- everytime onwards? " I feel uncomfortable. WeiKun did ask me through the msg whether he offend me but I dont reply because I dunno what should I answer. Its not a big issue to make it worse & need not argue- No point. I just keep quiet. I go to club to cheer up not to feel uncomfortable. Thats it. On the other hand, Cagen recommended to me his friends whose yea... ' Ok no thanks Cagen,noted that U've a lot of friends but I wanna be quiet and I've enough with list of friends of yours & mine. Too packed.' I dont even want to remember their name after they introduced themselves. I forgot ! That night I admitted I was high and took a cab went home. I was rude, brutally ' icey ' cool, not friendly'. The funny part was, I remembered that I sms Tylow and... * censored text due to P&C, LoL sorry readers. *

New year on 1st Jan 2010 until now.. Cagen & I never keep in touch to each other. Only that night I called WeiKun informed him that I reached MP then Cagen whose the one that picked up the call & we started the conversation. The next day, end line... Probably Im moody or I've changed... Last time I used to dance like a crazy happy whore on the dance floor but now I just walao eh... can drink and wanna force myself to be drunk. Less dance. After all, I aint happy. After work I just spend my time sleep at home. Guess what? The next day ( everyday ) I wake up I find out that my skin texture looks greatsSz...hehehe !!! ...So,everynight after shower I stop apply my Lancome moisturiser and sometimes just tap a lil eye cream^^ Woohoo I like Lancome,my fav !! Oneday I want to change my skincare Lancome to Chanel whee. Yeap am I calm already? Recently I spend my time with my housemates, watched Paranormal Activity in William's bedroom with him & Chin Mun. Other than that, I'll find Alvin or Yengz or kill the time by my own. In this way, I feel happier with my life with them rather than club. P/S : " I need friends to understand me so that I feel happy,not to feel uncomfortable with. That is what friendship worth for. Am I right?"




-StevenPSJ-

I feel my age is old

I just back from celebrating Roman's 21st birthday at Hartamas with his friends. He is happy & I did feel him :-)

Tomorrow after work Im going to celebrate Ayu's birthday & Solman's farewell in Centre Point at night.

-StevenPSJ-

If or One day I become an Orphan

This few days I don't feel that I need to post a comment in the facebook. Perhaps, I just write everything & what I feel in my blog. I would feel better. Well, I've decided to go back Sabah for Chinese New Year ( CNY ) on 14th-19th Feb because it is once a year for me to go back to visit my dearest mom & friends ^^ I miss them so much :-)


Three days ago
Early in the morning mommy called me to ask regarding to go back hometown for CNY. A day before she called up,I was as busy as an ant in Zara. Its everyday busy with many job functions & I was tired. After work I was restless to continue to online search for the flight ticket. I didn't get enough time to sleep and start to become emo the next day no matter on/off duty. When emo,I was really damn quiet & cool obviously not smiling at all- I don't give a shit. I only kept this for myself. When I was on my bed sleeping, my phone rang !!! ergh.. It was my mom again to ask. I just had to answer the call. Inside my heart, seriously I want to be frank to tell her :

" Mom~ ! I'm sleeping.. Ur son is very tired when working & in addition need to spend the extra time of 'supposably-already-sleep-at night' to search for the flight ticket after work. After that,I've awaken by Ur call to keep asking me the same question. I can't continue to sleep back. This really effect me when I go to work later. Did U understand how tension I am trying my best to manage the work & personal issues by my own without acknowledge U nor to make U worry so much? Honestly I only get 3-4hours to sleep after working like ' hell-long-hours-of-sucking-strength' in Zara !"

But, I just persuade my mom that I could settle it & I already awake :-( ... gosh~

Two days ago
Like usual I worked. During my break, I'd decided to call my mom just to be honest how miserable I went through this beh tahan difficulty. I had an hour of break time. I spent 55minutes of crying & shouting conversation line with my mom in the locker room. I want her to understand my condition & it was absolutely a tearful scene. Finally,my mom understood & I told her I need 5minutes to eat & goodbye. I'd see how & let her know asap due to the CNY flight ticket. Within 5minutes of not wasting my time, I stopped to cry & resumed my calmness, quickly go to the RotiBoy to buy a bun, chicken ham sandwich & a DutchLady milk. That was my meal. Sigh !

Yesterday
After finish my work. I went to mamak to eat dinner with my colleagues. I met Evern's brother,Clevin & his girlfriend. The mamak was a walking distance to my condo. So, I went back to bathe. After that, I yumcha with him. I tell him my situation & he did give me advisable remembrance, I appreciate it. Thanks ^^


P/S : I always love my mom :-)
-StevenPSJ-

:-(

Recently I'm not happy... After work I've to spend my time to search for the CNY flight ticket. I don't get enough time to sleep. And effect me during my work in the busy shop. Customers buy a lot !!!... probably for CNY. and me? I have to work :-( I'm managing to get an affordable price and I'm really tired for the search... Besides,the need of discussion with my mom about the ticket? ergh~~ make me sick nor not really need to mention :-( Impossible for me to get a cheap ticket right now because the date near CNY- everyday the price is increasing & yea sucks ! Tomorrow I have to work again.. yet,I didn't get my time to sleep well. O yeah, my line is barred due to over limit usage. Thanks to myself that I change my Maxis prepaid to postpaid. Fuck ! Next, I'm trying my best to get a good job with better income because now I realise that my Zara salary not that really can cover my spending. I want something good & find a way out from Zara. Sigh :-(

Summary :
1) Not enough sleep
2) Damn busy when work
3) Fucking hell to search my CNY flight ticket & with my mom
4) A job ?
5) My barred postpaid !

*** Hence I become EMO...
-StevenPSJ-

Back with my recent update

Well, I've celebrated my 21 birthday on October. My face look older and I see things wider & differently,slightly mature I consider. I don't know how to describe about myself. I'm viewing people's facebook & blog. They have their interesting stories to share. Everyday people around me will tell me their part. What about mine... nothing special nor much to mention. I find out myself is simple & calm ( at the moment ).

-StevenPSJ-

O la :-)

Long time I din update my blogs... Let me just simply summarize what's goin on :

1) Last week I lost my wallet inside the cinema.. I lost everything, my cards, I/C and cash .. Haihs !
2) Last Saturday I went to MP. I saw my crush & 'e' dear dear.. No comment & neutral feelings. I enjoyed myself. Good ! I met few people ;-)
3) I'd tendered my resignation letter on Sept but I've to rejoin because the managers need me. Infact, I need the money too though the working environment is very stress. But, I'm learning very well. I need money because I want to buy clothes and I totally love fashion !
4) Since I've resigned my current job. I have few annual leave & replacement offday. I help out
Cagen & earn some money as a part-timer. To buy a Tiffany & Co. ring !!! Wuahahaha ! for my 21st birthday present. Be patient eventhough get lack of time to sleep.
5) Annual dinner on 2nd Nov,coming soon.. Have to stay back to do the dancing rehearsal & thingkin what to wear. This year theme is " Idol Night " which mean have to dress up & imitate any idol/celebrity icon. See ~~ spend money again ~~
6) Going to do a new I/C at JPN & my bank card. Oh yeah ~~ & apply credit card = " Magic Card ".. hahaha ! So greats !!!
7) Going to have a new haircut & colour. Nice~~
8) O yeah... need to pay back my friends because they loan me some money when I lost my wallet. Thank U dearest friends ! ;-)
9) My birthday is coming soon. A lot of expectations, gifts, clothes, happenings,etc - yeah !
10) End of December I have a so-called 'own friends of family' trip to Bangkok. Need to pay the money next month Nov already.


Remark : Steven has a busy schedule & activity this month
Feelings mode . :-D + :-S + :-( = LIFE

Boring Night

Well today is my second off. I wake up at 5:30pm. When the time i wake up it's raining. Sh*t how am I gonna go out. Luckily i take a cab to OneUtama and watch The Ugly Truth by myself. Around 8:15pm i go to Damamsara Perdana to meet Evern. She eventually help out her friend & I get my dinner there. It's a boring night. Cagen is busy with his event for sure no time gonna hang out with me. Wei Kun normally just stay at house after work wont go out. Liu Si is preparing her study coz Thursday is her final exam. Evern need to entertain & serve customer. Other friends stay too far and some of 'em are student rushing to get their assignment done. Sigh~ I guess that I'm too free. Find no kaki to hang out with me. One word tonight - " Sienz. "

Penang Curry Laksa

- StevenPSJ -

3 Stories In 1 Summary

Date : 3Th Sept 2009 - I went to Poppy ( after my work ) to meet my friend since primary school when my age was seven. His name is Joseph Tang. We club together with his girlfriend,Becky and other friends, Brian and John. Actually I appreciate most of my friends. That is what I've used to be. He came to KL for holiday. But that night, a bad scene happened. Which link me to an unhappiness mode. An Indian guy seem to be a straight guy. He was alone and just one inch near to my table and I was the one stood very near him. Well,I ain't mind that much at first. Few minutes later,he began to know me, so-called-chilling with me. I started to label him as a GAY ! I know it ! Actually he was flirting with me and in the end... He was a true pretender which I don't want to mention about this GAY LIAR anymore because he definitely not worth for me to put him even to critic this Indian queer (poor thing) in my blog. Therefore,that's it. End of this case. Good boy Steven. So happy for myself :-)

:-) Here's my sweetheart boy, Joseph & current hairstyle

Date : 31St Aug 2009 - I went to Cagen's house overnight because I'd agreed to work as a part-timer for an event/ fair that he organised at Kajang shopping mall. Besides,I worked for him two days 30Th and 31St Aug and were my day off. Since day off nothing to do at home. Why not earn more money & spend my time to do part time job,right? I worked together with Ah Ping and Liu Si. We had a lot of fun. Cagen and I ate a lot that two days. Tired but worth and happy :-)

At night when we reached home ( Cagen's house ). Cagen was too tired. He slept after he had taken his shower. Liu Si was watching the Hong Kong drama using her laptop with Ah Ping. Me? hehe... I found something interesting :-) I got Cagen's passport sized photo and the idea suddenly came of from my mind. I combined with mine and quickly captured it ( kindly view below ) :

greats and funny result... Hahaha =D

Date : *I couldn't re-call the actual date but i remember it's in the month of August.. Aijo ~!* - As what I still remembered. This pictured was taken after my work and I reached home. That time I was ready to take my shower and turned on Shakira newest song ' She Wolf '. I dance and so enjoyed! The song was really getting me into high temptation and straight away I happily took this picture inside the bathroom =P Hence,I felt connected with all my clubbing moments that I ever had.

*after edited* wulala ;-)

-StevenPSJ -

Tiring Offday :-(

I offday on 11Th Aug 09 ( Tuesday ). Previous day I was fullshift. I woke up 9am because I got an interview with Cagen's sister,Tina in her office located at Balakong. I took 2hours to reach there by my own.. Sigh! Very tired and I slept all the way ( every little oppurtunities I got - cab, KTM, LRT, monorail and bus) during the journey. The result was, Tina gonna inform me again next week because she wanted to have a second thaught. So, I have to wait.

Ok. After the inteview, I stayed at Cagen's office until 6pm. Finally, we left together and his brother-in-law dropped down me at Sri Petaling LRT station. I bought a ticket back to Masjid Jamek to go back home. That time was absolutely crowded because all the citizens went back home... inside the LRT all the people packed like 'sardine can'. Aijo! I couldn't stand then I take another train that pass through KLCC. I reached there around 7pm++... Honestly, that whole day I was very tired and sleepy. I kept myself awake and hope to get home soon to sleep! But,I was stucked... Walked, walked and walked .. I reached Pavilion. In between my journey to Pavilion,I bought a 'take-away' Starbucks Hazelnut+ Chocolate drink to energize myself. Once I was there, I tried to find something to do to kill the time. I had captured some pictures... hehe :

*Time : 7pm++

Well, I sit somewhere and took one photo of myself. Muaks! haah...

*Time : 8pm++

People down there "chill-ing"... * For me* - Sienz~ Ops! Maybe I've nothing to do gua... More Sienz lar me (>.<) !!!

Outside the road still traffic jam. How am I going to go back? U see???

*Time : 9pm++

Woh yea wulala ! I followed this couple like a paparazzi and secretly captured behind them. Guess what? They're a lovely lesbian ( no offence). They obviously hold hand during their shopping spree. Haihs I felt a bit envy la~~ but cool (^_^) haha.

In the end of the day, I waited until the Pavilion shopping complex closed at 10pm. Then I only could go back home and sleep ah.. How pity and tired o me... Aijo. Reached home already 11pm++. The end (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -

Calm (^_^)

Last night i slept at 6am++. Therefore, I'm very sleeping during my working time today. Cagen and Liu Si came to visit me and I spent them to eat during my break time. Overall, I already feel better than yesterday. Tomorrow I work full shift. I don't expect anything as long as I complete my usual duty. After that, I off the next day. Hurray great ! I decide to go to Cagen's house overnight and follow him go to his office the next day for an interview with her sister. Besides, I want to go to look for the room to rent outside Cagen's house area. Convenient for me to go to work if I get a new job that is located at KL.

- StevenPSJ -

What's wrong with me?!

After I finish my work. Suddenly,I keep on thinking of him ( refer to the person that I like )... Haihs ! Don't la Steven.. don't be like that. I guess that I really really like him, a lot ! Gosh ! What am I typing and thinking? Do I? I miss him,sadly. But,it's impossible. What I can do is-silently crush on him. I think about him the whole day? Please ah help~ Sh*t! Wake up,it's a dream Steven. I was a bit/ slightly upset that I met his *ahem.. tut tut* when I passed by just now. I react quickly and just give a simple greet ( so fake! At least I'm a good actor with a mask ). Piew ! I have no idea to react if I meet him again because I like him? Love at first sight? AiyakKkk !!! Stop. Stop thinking of him. That's it. Fin. I'm going off. Try to do something that wont make me think of him =(

- StevenPSJ -

My Story on 6Th Aug 09

I woke up at 430pm and went to Pavilion- alone. Actually I'd dated him at 8pm. Around 6pm I reached Pavilion. I had my dinner at Old Town and I bought a movie ticket at 645pm. After that, I met him. He brought me to KFC, our first time met up location. Haihs ~

What I wanna say is.... I know that he likes me very much but I can't lie to myself that he isn't my cup of tea. I feel guilty and I don't know how to open my mouth to tell him because I don't want to hurt him and I know how sucks the uncomfortable feeling is. Therefore, I will just silently stop contact him. Sooner or later he will get the hint. Sorry ! I try to work out but just can't. I know if I like someone,this is not suppose to occur. Someone that I like??? At the moment,just let it be. Come and go... already fed up. The one that I like... really like... maybe keep for myself to know only/ just a dream/ or never gonna happen. Even if we know that we like and link to each other ( my instinct- wrong or correct neh? ), we know it inside our heart and and can't obviously draw out the message because it's impossible and wrong timing.

OKie already!!! I officially announce that my status right now is single and very very available ! wooHoo !!! Greats ! (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -

Koko Bistro

Yesterday after work at 6:30pm. I went to Koko Bistro with Steven. We had our evening tea time there and we really enjoyed before we went home. Love to do it.

Koko Bistro Signature Tiramisu

Cocoa Latte Cheesecake

- StevenPSJ -

What's Up today?

At 2pm,it's a long queue at the counter and I was the cashier on duty. I did a payment with this customer. She came to the shop with her family and her maid. The purchased amount was RM968.60 from the kids and ladies section. I clearly remember that she wore a navy blue Ralph Lauren polo tee with a Louis Vuitton damier canvas speedy and she took out her credit card from her matching Louis Vuitton damier canvas credit card holder. Firstly,she used Visa/Master card to pay but- " DO NOT HONOUR " ... ( wicked LoL inside my heart )... I told her -

"I'm sorry Miss,do U have other credit card because your credit card can't go through. "

Then, she gave me her second credit card ( without chip ) which was Diners Club. The transaction was successfully aprroved. After that, I required her to give me supportive documents ( I/C ) for me to call the Diners authorisation to verify the card because she had purchased that amount and the card was without chip ( that's the bank policy and my profession procedure ). In the end, everything had settled and my mistake was I got the customer copy and she got the merchant copy ( careless and bad luck ) ! I'm in hot water coz *** skip *** the customer's copy didn't have the signature on it. Mean that if the customer want to deny for the transaction she did purchase for the amount. I might need to pay the exactly amount for nothing. ***skip*** Therefore, tomorrow I've to call account department to ask for the solution. Please !!!

At 11pm++, Cagen sms and came to meet up. We went to McDonald Centre Point. We shared some good quality conversations and we felt enjoyful. He had been hang out to Pavilion at 3pm and saw few friends ( names were P&C ,LoL ) . Next,he went to Kepong met up two new anonymous friends tim. Just now, he told me that he admitted himself choosy when he's looking for a partner... This and that guy la ( names were P&C ) , etc ... until 130am we were still chatting. He looked very tired because he just recovered from his virus infection and out for the whole day wor. Hence, we stopped our story.

This Saturday, we decide to meet up again after I finish my work. NO clubbing,oh yeah~ ! Recently I want to be a good boy and keep myself simple/low profile ( at the moment ) hehe... I will go to his house for dinner, maybe we gonna watch a night movie, share our usual story, stay overnight at his house and the next day go to Pavilion (^_^) . Our friendship is worth.

- StevenPSJ -

It's Time to Advance

15Th July 09 my colleague,Kak Suria resigned from Zara. Remained less old staffs in our shop already. Another colleague to resign soon is Des. Frankly,I feel neutral. On the other hand,their resignations give me a message in my future.

Steven and Kak Suria... all the best wishes to her

I hope oneday I really can get what I want for myself. Right now, I'm still looking, trying, searching, moving and continue keep on going. I realise that I won't work in retail line until I'm old. Definitely no way! At the moment, I dont want to mention one thing,yet... because I haven't got the result. I wish next time I want to post a new blog, I could mention it as a good news =) Hmm~~ Suddenly, after I finish writing my blog. I recalled a poem during my study time when I was Form 3 or 5 known as The Road Not Taken. This poem reflects my present life of choosing the correct road and don't regret,very meaningful. Wish myself goodluck !!!

THE ROAD NOT TAKE

by : Robert Frost

-StevenPSJ -

Club ! Sigh~

Today I wake up at 9pm and take my shower. Decide to take dinner after that. When I open my house door want to go out, I receive a call from my brother. He asks me whether I'm "ON" to join him go to Mist at Bangsar? I straight away answer him "ON" and go back to my bedroom to change clothe without eat anything. Around 2a.m.++ we leave and I go to meet Evern at School Bar ( second round ). Just behind McDonald and opposite the 7-eleven. I drink again... Sigh... Steven,what am I doing? Besides, last night I already went to Quatro and I enjoyed myself very much with a group of friends. If I'm happy, why I feel uncomfortable? Am I too boring until I frequently go to club? - Maybe. That guy... I miss him.. -Shh~ *Keep quiet*. Well, I should sleep now and the pictures will be uploaded very soon. Goodnight PSJ, don't feel bad and U know yourself the best. I will be alright.

- StevenPSJ -