My Story on 6Th Aug 09

I woke up at 430pm and went to Pavilion- alone. Actually I'd dated him at 8pm. Around 6pm I reached Pavilion. I had my dinner at Old Town and I bought a movie ticket at 645pm. After that, I met him. He brought me to KFC, our first time met up location. Haihs ~

What I wanna say is.... I know that he likes me very much but I can't lie to myself that he isn't my cup of tea. I feel guilty and I don't know how to open my mouth to tell him because I don't want to hurt him and I know how sucks the uncomfortable feeling is. Therefore, I will just silently stop contact him. Sooner or later he will get the hint. Sorry ! I try to work out but just can't. I know if I like someone,this is not suppose to occur. Someone that I like??? At the moment,just let it be. Come and go... already fed up. The one that I like... really like... maybe keep for myself to know only/ just a dream/ or never gonna happen. Even if we know that we like and link to each other ( my instinct- wrong or correct neh? ), we know it inside our heart and and can't obviously draw out the message because it's impossible and wrong timing.

OKie already!!! I officially announce that my status right now is single and very very available ! wooHoo !!! Greats ! (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -