Back with my recent update

Well, I've celebrated my 21 birthday on October. My face look older and I see things wider & differently,slightly mature I consider. I don't know how to describe about myself. I'm viewing people's facebook & blog. They have their interesting stories to share. Everyday people around me will tell me their part. What about mine... nothing special nor much to mention. I find out myself is simple & calm ( at the moment ).

-StevenPSJ-

O la :-)

Long time I din update my blogs... Let me just simply summarize what's goin on :

1) Last week I lost my wallet inside the cinema.. I lost everything, my cards, I/C and cash .. Haihs !
2) Last Saturday I went to MP. I saw my crush & 'e' dear dear.. No comment & neutral feelings. I enjoyed myself. Good ! I met few people ;-)
3) I'd tendered my resignation letter on Sept but I've to rejoin because the managers need me. Infact, I need the money too though the working environment is very stress. But, I'm learning very well. I need money because I want to buy clothes and I totally love fashion !
4) Since I've resigned my current job. I have few annual leave & replacement offday. I help out
Cagen & earn some money as a part-timer. To buy a Tiffany & Co. ring !!! Wuahahaha ! for my 21st birthday present. Be patient eventhough get lack of time to sleep.
5) Annual dinner on 2nd Nov,coming soon.. Have to stay back to do the dancing rehearsal & thingkin what to wear. This year theme is " Idol Night " which mean have to dress up & imitate any idol/celebrity icon. See ~~ spend money again ~~
6) Going to do a new I/C at JPN & my bank card. Oh yeah ~~ & apply credit card = " Magic Card ".. hahaha ! So greats !!!
7) Going to have a new haircut & colour. Nice~~
8) O yeah... need to pay back my friends because they loan me some money when I lost my wallet. Thank U dearest friends ! ;-)
9) My birthday is coming soon. A lot of expectations, gifts, clothes, happenings,etc - yeah !
10) End of December I have a so-called 'own friends of family' trip to Bangkok. Need to pay the money next month Nov already.


Remark : Steven has a busy schedule & activity this month
Feelings mode . :-D + :-S + :-( = LIFE

Boring Night

Well today is my second off. I wake up at 5:30pm. When the time i wake up it's raining. Sh*t how am I gonna go out. Luckily i take a cab to OneUtama and watch The Ugly Truth by myself. Around 8:15pm i go to Damamsara Perdana to meet Evern. She eventually help out her friend & I get my dinner there. It's a boring night. Cagen is busy with his event for sure no time gonna hang out with me. Wei Kun normally just stay at house after work wont go out. Liu Si is preparing her study coz Thursday is her final exam. Evern need to entertain & serve customer. Other friends stay too far and some of 'em are student rushing to get their assignment done. Sigh~ I guess that I'm too free. Find no kaki to hang out with me. One word tonight - " Sienz. "

Penang Curry Laksa

- StevenPSJ -

3 Stories In 1 Summary

Date : 3Th Sept 2009 - I went to Poppy ( after my work ) to meet my friend since primary school when my age was seven. His name is Joseph Tang. We club together with his girlfriend,Becky and other friends, Brian and John. Actually I appreciate most of my friends. That is what I've used to be. He came to KL for holiday. But that night, a bad scene happened. Which link me to an unhappiness mode. An Indian guy seem to be a straight guy. He was alone and just one inch near to my table and I was the one stood very near him. Well,I ain't mind that much at first. Few minutes later,he began to know me, so-called-chilling with me. I started to label him as a GAY ! I know it ! Actually he was flirting with me and in the end... He was a true pretender which I don't want to mention about this GAY LIAR anymore because he definitely not worth for me to put him even to critic this Indian queer (poor thing) in my blog. Therefore,that's it. End of this case. Good boy Steven. So happy for myself :-)

:-) Here's my sweetheart boy, Joseph & current hairstyle

Date : 31St Aug 2009 - I went to Cagen's house overnight because I'd agreed to work as a part-timer for an event/ fair that he organised at Kajang shopping mall. Besides,I worked for him two days 30Th and 31St Aug and were my day off. Since day off nothing to do at home. Why not earn more money & spend my time to do part time job,right? I worked together with Ah Ping and Liu Si. We had a lot of fun. Cagen and I ate a lot that two days. Tired but worth and happy :-)

At night when we reached home ( Cagen's house ). Cagen was too tired. He slept after he had taken his shower. Liu Si was watching the Hong Kong drama using her laptop with Ah Ping. Me? hehe... I found something interesting :-) I got Cagen's passport sized photo and the idea suddenly came of from my mind. I combined with mine and quickly captured it ( kindly view below ) :

greats and funny result... Hahaha =D

Date : *I couldn't re-call the actual date but i remember it's in the month of August.. Aijo ~!* - As what I still remembered. This pictured was taken after my work and I reached home. That time I was ready to take my shower and turned on Shakira newest song ' She Wolf '. I dance and so enjoyed! The song was really getting me into high temptation and straight away I happily took this picture inside the bathroom =P Hence,I felt connected with all my clubbing moments that I ever had.

*after edited* wulala ;-)

-StevenPSJ -

Tiring Offday :-(

I offday on 11Th Aug 09 ( Tuesday ). Previous day I was fullshift. I woke up 9am because I got an interview with Cagen's sister,Tina in her office located at Balakong. I took 2hours to reach there by my own.. Sigh! Very tired and I slept all the way ( every little oppurtunities I got - cab, KTM, LRT, monorail and bus) during the journey. The result was, Tina gonna inform me again next week because she wanted to have a second thaught. So, I have to wait.

Ok. After the inteview, I stayed at Cagen's office until 6pm. Finally, we left together and his brother-in-law dropped down me at Sri Petaling LRT station. I bought a ticket back to Masjid Jamek to go back home. That time was absolutely crowded because all the citizens went back home... inside the LRT all the people packed like 'sardine can'. Aijo! I couldn't stand then I take another train that pass through KLCC. I reached there around 7pm++... Honestly, that whole day I was very tired and sleepy. I kept myself awake and hope to get home soon to sleep! But,I was stucked... Walked, walked and walked .. I reached Pavilion. In between my journey to Pavilion,I bought a 'take-away' Starbucks Hazelnut+ Chocolate drink to energize myself. Once I was there, I tried to find something to do to kill the time. I had captured some pictures... hehe :

*Time : 7pm++

Well, I sit somewhere and took one photo of myself. Muaks! haah...

*Time : 8pm++

People down there "chill-ing"... * For me* - Sienz~ Ops! Maybe I've nothing to do gua... More Sienz lar me (>.<) !!!

Outside the road still traffic jam. How am I going to go back? U see???

*Time : 9pm++

Woh yea wulala ! I followed this couple like a paparazzi and secretly captured behind them. Guess what? They're a lovely lesbian ( no offence). They obviously hold hand during their shopping spree. Haihs I felt a bit envy la~~ but cool (^_^) haha.

In the end of the day, I waited until the Pavilion shopping complex closed at 10pm. Then I only could go back home and sleep ah.. How pity and tired o me... Aijo. Reached home already 11pm++. The end (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -

Calm (^_^)

Last night i slept at 6am++. Therefore, I'm very sleeping during my working time today. Cagen and Liu Si came to visit me and I spent them to eat during my break time. Overall, I already feel better than yesterday. Tomorrow I work full shift. I don't expect anything as long as I complete my usual duty. After that, I off the next day. Hurray great ! I decide to go to Cagen's house overnight and follow him go to his office the next day for an interview with her sister. Besides, I want to go to look for the room to rent outside Cagen's house area. Convenient for me to go to work if I get a new job that is located at KL.

- StevenPSJ -

What's wrong with me?!

After I finish my work. Suddenly,I keep on thinking of him ( refer to the person that I like )... Haihs ! Don't la Steven.. don't be like that. I guess that I really really like him, a lot ! Gosh ! What am I typing and thinking? Do I? I miss him,sadly. But,it's impossible. What I can do is-silently crush on him. I think about him the whole day? Please ah help~ Sh*t! Wake up,it's a dream Steven. I was a bit/ slightly upset that I met his *ahem.. tut tut* when I passed by just now. I react quickly and just give a simple greet ( so fake! At least I'm a good actor with a mask ). Piew ! I have no idea to react if I meet him again because I like him? Love at first sight? AiyakKkk !!! Stop. Stop thinking of him. That's it. Fin. I'm going off. Try to do something that wont make me think of him =(

- StevenPSJ -

My Story on 6Th Aug 09

I woke up at 430pm and went to Pavilion- alone. Actually I'd dated him at 8pm. Around 6pm I reached Pavilion. I had my dinner at Old Town and I bought a movie ticket at 645pm. After that, I met him. He brought me to KFC, our first time met up location. Haihs ~

What I wanna say is.... I know that he likes me very much but I can't lie to myself that he isn't my cup of tea. I feel guilty and I don't know how to open my mouth to tell him because I don't want to hurt him and I know how sucks the uncomfortable feeling is. Therefore, I will just silently stop contact him. Sooner or later he will get the hint. Sorry ! I try to work out but just can't. I know if I like someone,this is not suppose to occur. Someone that I like??? At the moment,just let it be. Come and go... already fed up. The one that I like... really like... maybe keep for myself to know only/ just a dream/ or never gonna happen. Even if we know that we like and link to each other ( my instinct- wrong or correct neh? ), we know it inside our heart and and can't obviously draw out the message because it's impossible and wrong timing.

OKie already!!! I officially announce that my status right now is single and very very available ! wooHoo !!! Greats ! (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -

Koko Bistro

Yesterday after work at 6:30pm. I went to Koko Bistro with Steven. We had our evening tea time there and we really enjoyed before we went home. Love to do it.

Koko Bistro Signature Tiramisu

Cocoa Latte Cheesecake

- StevenPSJ -

What's Up today?

At 2pm,it's a long queue at the counter and I was the cashier on duty. I did a payment with this customer. She came to the shop with her family and her maid. The purchased amount was RM968.60 from the kids and ladies section. I clearly remember that she wore a navy blue Ralph Lauren polo tee with a Louis Vuitton damier canvas speedy and she took out her credit card from her matching Louis Vuitton damier canvas credit card holder. Firstly,she used Visa/Master card to pay but- " DO NOT HONOUR " ... ( wicked LoL inside my heart )... I told her -

"I'm sorry Miss,do U have other credit card because your credit card can't go through. "

Then, she gave me her second credit card ( without chip ) which was Diners Club. The transaction was successfully aprroved. After that, I required her to give me supportive documents ( I/C ) for me to call the Diners authorisation to verify the card because she had purchased that amount and the card was without chip ( that's the bank policy and my profession procedure ). In the end, everything had settled and my mistake was I got the customer copy and she got the merchant copy ( careless and bad luck ) ! I'm in hot water coz *** skip *** the customer's copy didn't have the signature on it. Mean that if the customer want to deny for the transaction she did purchase for the amount. I might need to pay the exactly amount for nothing. ***skip*** Therefore, tomorrow I've to call account department to ask for the solution. Please !!!

At 11pm++, Cagen sms and came to meet up. We went to McDonald Centre Point. We shared some good quality conversations and we felt enjoyful. He had been hang out to Pavilion at 3pm and saw few friends ( names were P&C ,LoL ) . Next,he went to Kepong met up two new anonymous friends tim. Just now, he told me that he admitted himself choosy when he's looking for a partner... This and that guy la ( names were P&C ) , etc ... until 130am we were still chatting. He looked very tired because he just recovered from his virus infection and out for the whole day wor. Hence, we stopped our story.

This Saturday, we decide to meet up again after I finish my work. NO clubbing,oh yeah~ ! Recently I want to be a good boy and keep myself simple/low profile ( at the moment ) hehe... I will go to his house for dinner, maybe we gonna watch a night movie, share our usual story, stay overnight at his house and the next day go to Pavilion (^_^) . Our friendship is worth.

- StevenPSJ -

It's Time to Advance

15Th July 09 my colleague,Kak Suria resigned from Zara. Remained less old staffs in our shop already. Another colleague to resign soon is Des. Frankly,I feel neutral. On the other hand,their resignations give me a message in my future.

Steven and Kak Suria... all the best wishes to her

I hope oneday I really can get what I want for myself. Right now, I'm still looking, trying, searching, moving and continue keep on going. I realise that I won't work in retail line until I'm old. Definitely no way! At the moment, I dont want to mention one thing,yet... because I haven't got the result. I wish next time I want to post a new blog, I could mention it as a good news =) Hmm~~ Suddenly, after I finish writing my blog. I recalled a poem during my study time when I was Form 3 or 5 known as The Road Not Taken. This poem reflects my present life of choosing the correct road and don't regret,very meaningful. Wish myself goodluck !!!

THE ROAD NOT TAKE

by : Robert Frost

-StevenPSJ -

Club ! Sigh~

Today I wake up at 9pm and take my shower. Decide to take dinner after that. When I open my house door want to go out, I receive a call from my brother. He asks me whether I'm "ON" to join him go to Mist at Bangsar? I straight away answer him "ON" and go back to my bedroom to change clothe without eat anything. Around 2a.m.++ we leave and I go to meet Evern at School Bar ( second round ). Just behind McDonald and opposite the 7-eleven. I drink again... Sigh... Steven,what am I doing? Besides, last night I already went to Quatro and I enjoyed myself very much with a group of friends. If I'm happy, why I feel uncomfortable? Am I too boring until I frequently go to club? - Maybe. That guy... I miss him.. -Shh~ *Keep quiet*. Well, I should sleep now and the pictures will be uploaded very soon. Goodnight PSJ, don't feel bad and U know yourself the best. I will be alright.

- StevenPSJ -

Tiredness & Restless

feel comfortable & sleep...

- StevenPSJ -

2ND Markdown

Date : 8Th July 2009. Today i worked with Des. He was very stressful coz he seemed to have a lot of works to do. Either me, need to payment and printed price tags for the preparation of 2ND markdown effectively on 9Th July 09. Des told me that he kena saman RM100 and I heard that he gotta dig his own pocket money to pay RM69.90 for his mistake that he incorrectly scan the wrong shoe size. He must be more steady with his job. I understand coz I did go through his path and feel bad for him. Sigh~

Today Sean and Keith came to the shop. Nothing much to mention about them. Sean wanna buy a RM349 shoes which wasn't on sales and I honestly told him not worth to buy because some discounted shoes were from price RM349 decreased to RM269 and RM199.90, and required him to have a look at Pavilion outlet because there's more selections since he wasn't rush to have a pair of shoe. ( Don't rush yourself to buy shoes, Sean. When U rush, U can't buy. Take your time. ) Only Keith's friend bought a T-shirt and Bermuda from kid's section.. (^_^)

Well, the European guy is sick already. I couldn't meet him coz I gotta work. Therefore, I sent text to him asked him to see doctor, eat medicine and get enough rest :-)

After the shop closed, the staffs started to stick all the sales item price tags for the further markdown. We all finished our job and went back at 1:30am.

- StevenPSJ -

Today I went to Pavilion with him. I woke up late at 3pm++ and reached KLCC around 4pm++ because I had to do my laundry. He had been there waiting for me from 1:30pm and not taken his breakfast yet. *Pai Seh* When I arrived,we met up at the Zara store and I straight away brought him to eat at KFC. After that,I need to accompany him walked to Masjid Jamek ( Chinatown ) from Pavilion because he wanna pass something to his friend. Imagine how far was the walking distance for me? ... since I dont do exercise? After he passed the things to his friend, i "beh tahan" already,we took cab go back to Pavilion. Then,we watched 3D Ice Age 3 movie at Pavilion. It's a movie that made me laughed! Haha... In the end of the day,he gave me a gift and bought me a piece of chocolate cheesecake from Secret Recipe. Actually,i enjoyed the movie and frankly,still 0% on him at the moment. I consider him as a friend. Hmm~~ I don't have the confident to start yet. Let it be.

Secondly,my housemate - William recently said that I was lifeless. Last Thursday I went to Zouk alone until 4am. Cagen, Wei Kun, Max and Sean at Blue,I didn't join 'em coz feeling not want to. Then, last Saturday I went to Laundry Bar to meet Evern and I drank beer with her for a while before I headed-off to MP to join Wei Kun and Cagen 'em all. Once I was there,I kept on drank drank and drank... Gosh. That's the moment where I knew Amir,the European guy. My feelings on him not that high yet. That day I went back home at 8am and slept for 30minutes then I woke up to go to work in the morning shift- a terrible experience. I was totally sleepy! I just continuously club last week.

...with Evern ,she drank Malibu and I drank one Heineken pint
Location : Laundry Bar

Date : 4th July 2009

Location : MP . Group photo with some friends from Thailand.

Ahem~ Perhaps William is correct. At this point I am lifeless and making myself to be tired,maybe a lot of complications occur in my personal life lately. That's why I went to salon to change a new hairstyle last Wednesday ( offday ).

Being presentable have positive and negative reasons. Positive- Always improve/ increase better appearance and receive compliments. Negative- Spend a lot for being presentable.- In my point of view. For my alternative "P" world point of view, people will focus on and try to get a chance to stick to the guy that look handsome/ cute/ good-looking/ presentable for some reasons. Which make me : ( bright side ) " Greats! I have more new friends ;) ." ( narrow side ) " Stop pretending that U're interested to know me more. Stay away from me! Shu shu~~ because I know what U really wanna seek from me. " Therefore,I never easily trust a guy that wanna know or start a click with me. Outsiders may say that I am "Icy" and numb. I know myself,not necessary to tell everyone about my personality. Only my close friends understand me.

Goodnight. I'm going to sleep now. Tomorrow gonna work and meet my colleagues and the customers like usual.

- StevenPSJ -