Today I went to Pavilion with him. I woke up late at 3pm++ and reached KLCC around 4pm++ because I had to do my laundry. He had been there waiting for me from 1:30pm and not taken his breakfast yet. *Pai Seh* When I arrived,we met up at the Zara store and I straight away brought him to eat at KFC. After that,I need to accompany him walked to Masjid Jamek ( Chinatown ) from Pavilion because he wanna pass something to his friend. Imagine how far was the walking distance for me? ... since I dont do exercise? After he passed the things to his friend, i "beh tahan" already,we took cab go back to Pavilion. Then,we watched 3D Ice Age 3 movie at Pavilion. It's a movie that made me laughed! Haha... In the end of the day,he gave me a gift and bought me a piece of chocolate cheesecake from Secret Recipe. Actually,i enjoyed the movie and frankly,still 0% on him at the moment. I consider him as a friend. Hmm~~ I don't have the confident to start yet. Let it be.

Secondly,my housemate - William recently said that I was lifeless. Last Thursday I went to Zouk alone until 4am. Cagen, Wei Kun, Max and Sean at Blue,I didn't join 'em coz feeling not want to. Then, last Saturday I went to Laundry Bar to meet Evern and I drank beer with her for a while before I headed-off to MP to join Wei Kun and Cagen 'em all. Once I was there,I kept on drank drank and drank... Gosh. That's the moment where I knew Amir,the European guy. My feelings on him not that high yet. That day I went back home at 8am and slept for 30minutes then I woke up to go to work in the morning shift- a terrible experience. I was totally sleepy! I just continuously club last week.

...with Evern ,she drank Malibu and I drank one Heineken pint
Location : Laundry Bar

Date : 4th July 2009

Location : MP . Group photo with some friends from Thailand.

Ahem~ Perhaps William is correct. At this point I am lifeless and making myself to be tired,maybe a lot of complications occur in my personal life lately. That's why I went to salon to change a new hairstyle last Wednesday ( offday ).

Being presentable have positive and negative reasons. Positive- Always improve/ increase better appearance and receive compliments. Negative- Spend a lot for being presentable.- In my point of view. For my alternative "P" world point of view, people will focus on and try to get a chance to stick to the guy that look handsome/ cute/ good-looking/ presentable for some reasons. Which make me : ( bright side ) " Greats! I have more new friends ;) ." ( narrow side ) " Stop pretending that U're interested to know me more. Stay away from me! Shu shu~~ because I know what U really wanna seek from me. " Therefore,I never easily trust a guy that wanna know or start a click with me. Outsiders may say that I am "Icy" and numb. I know myself,not necessary to tell everyone about my personality. Only my close friends understand me.

Goodnight. I'm going to sleep now. Tomorrow gonna work and meet my colleagues and the customers like usual.

- StevenPSJ -