O la :-)

Long time I din update my blogs... Let me just simply summarize what's goin on :

1) Last week I lost my wallet inside the cinema.. I lost everything, my cards, I/C and cash .. Haihs !
2) Last Saturday I went to MP. I saw my crush & 'e' dear dear.. No comment & neutral feelings. I enjoyed myself. Good ! I met few people ;-)
3) I'd tendered my resignation letter on Sept but I've to rejoin because the managers need me. Infact, I need the money too though the working environment is very stress. But, I'm learning very well. I need money because I want to buy clothes and I totally love fashion !
4) Since I've resigned my current job. I have few annual leave & replacement offday. I help out
Cagen & earn some money as a part-timer. To buy a Tiffany & Co. ring !!! Wuahahaha ! for my 21st birthday present. Be patient eventhough get lack of time to sleep.
5) Annual dinner on 2nd Nov,coming soon.. Have to stay back to do the dancing rehearsal & thingkin what to wear. This year theme is " Idol Night " which mean have to dress up & imitate any idol/celebrity icon. See ~~ spend money again ~~
6) Going to do a new I/C at JPN & my bank card. Oh yeah ~~ & apply credit card = " Magic Card ".. hahaha ! So greats !!!
7) Going to have a new haircut & colour. Nice~~
8) O yeah... need to pay back my friends because they loan me some money when I lost my wallet. Thank U dearest friends ! ;-)
9) My birthday is coming soon. A lot of expectations, gifts, clothes, happenings,etc - yeah !
10) End of December I have a so-called 'own friends of family' trip to Bangkok. Need to pay the money next month Nov already.


Remark : Steven has a busy schedule & activity this month
Feelings mode . :-D + :-S + :-( = LIFE

Boring Night

Well today is my second off. I wake up at 5:30pm. When the time i wake up it's raining. Sh*t how am I gonna go out. Luckily i take a cab to OneUtama and watch The Ugly Truth by myself. Around 8:15pm i go to Damamsara Perdana to meet Evern. She eventually help out her friend & I get my dinner there. It's a boring night. Cagen is busy with his event for sure no time gonna hang out with me. Wei Kun normally just stay at house after work wont go out. Liu Si is preparing her study coz Thursday is her final exam. Evern need to entertain & serve customer. Other friends stay too far and some of 'em are student rushing to get their assignment done. Sigh~ I guess that I'm too free. Find no kaki to hang out with me. One word tonight - " Sienz. "

Penang Curry Laksa

- StevenPSJ -

3 Stories In 1 Summary

Date : 3Th Sept 2009 - I went to Poppy ( after my work ) to meet my friend since primary school when my age was seven. His name is Joseph Tang. We club together with his girlfriend,Becky and other friends, Brian and John. Actually I appreciate most of my friends. That is what I've used to be. He came to KL for holiday. But that night, a bad scene happened. Which link me to an unhappiness mode. An Indian guy seem to be a straight guy. He was alone and just one inch near to my table and I was the one stood very near him. Well,I ain't mind that much at first. Few minutes later,he began to know me, so-called-chilling with me. I started to label him as a GAY ! I know it ! Actually he was flirting with me and in the end... He was a true pretender which I don't want to mention about this GAY LIAR anymore because he definitely not worth for me to put him even to critic this Indian queer (poor thing) in my blog. Therefore,that's it. End of this case. Good boy Steven. So happy for myself :-)

:-) Here's my sweetheart boy, Joseph & current hairstyle

Date : 31St Aug 2009 - I went to Cagen's house overnight because I'd agreed to work as a part-timer for an event/ fair that he organised at Kajang shopping mall. Besides,I worked for him two days 30Th and 31St Aug and were my day off. Since day off nothing to do at home. Why not earn more money & spend my time to do part time job,right? I worked together with Ah Ping and Liu Si. We had a lot of fun. Cagen and I ate a lot that two days. Tired but worth and happy :-)

At night when we reached home ( Cagen's house ). Cagen was too tired. He slept after he had taken his shower. Liu Si was watching the Hong Kong drama using her laptop with Ah Ping. Me? hehe... I found something interesting :-) I got Cagen's passport sized photo and the idea suddenly came of from my mind. I combined with mine and quickly captured it ( kindly view below ) :

greats and funny result... Hahaha =D

Date : *I couldn't re-call the actual date but i remember it's in the month of August.. Aijo ~!* - As what I still remembered. This pictured was taken after my work and I reached home. That time I was ready to take my shower and turned on Shakira newest song ' She Wolf '. I dance and so enjoyed! The song was really getting me into high temptation and straight away I happily took this picture inside the bathroom =P Hence,I felt connected with all my clubbing moments that I ever had.

*after edited* wulala ;-)

-StevenPSJ -

Tiring Offday :-(

I offday on 11Th Aug 09 ( Tuesday ). Previous day I was fullshift. I woke up 9am because I got an interview with Cagen's sister,Tina in her office located at Balakong. I took 2hours to reach there by my own.. Sigh! Very tired and I slept all the way ( every little oppurtunities I got - cab, KTM, LRT, monorail and bus) during the journey. The result was, Tina gonna inform me again next week because she wanted to have a second thaught. So, I have to wait.

Ok. After the inteview, I stayed at Cagen's office until 6pm. Finally, we left together and his brother-in-law dropped down me at Sri Petaling LRT station. I bought a ticket back to Masjid Jamek to go back home. That time was absolutely crowded because all the citizens went back home... inside the LRT all the people packed like 'sardine can'. Aijo! I couldn't stand then I take another train that pass through KLCC. I reached there around 7pm++... Honestly, that whole day I was very tired and sleepy. I kept myself awake and hope to get home soon to sleep! But,I was stucked... Walked, walked and walked .. I reached Pavilion. In between my journey to Pavilion,I bought a 'take-away' Starbucks Hazelnut+ Chocolate drink to energize myself. Once I was there, I tried to find something to do to kill the time. I had captured some pictures... hehe :

*Time : 7pm++

Well, I sit somewhere and took one photo of myself. Muaks! haah...

*Time : 8pm++

People down there "chill-ing"... * For me* - Sienz~ Ops! Maybe I've nothing to do gua... More Sienz lar me (>.<) !!!

Outside the road still traffic jam. How am I going to go back? U see???

*Time : 9pm++

Woh yea wulala ! I followed this couple like a paparazzi and secretly captured behind them. Guess what? They're a lovely lesbian ( no offence). They obviously hold hand during their shopping spree. Haihs I felt a bit envy la~~ but cool (^_^) haha.

In the end of the day, I waited until the Pavilion shopping complex closed at 10pm. Then I only could go back home and sleep ah.. How pity and tired o me... Aijo. Reached home already 11pm++. The end (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -

Calm (^_^)

Last night i slept at 6am++. Therefore, I'm very sleeping during my working time today. Cagen and Liu Si came to visit me and I spent them to eat during my break time. Overall, I already feel better than yesterday. Tomorrow I work full shift. I don't expect anything as long as I complete my usual duty. After that, I off the next day. Hurray great ! I decide to go to Cagen's house overnight and follow him go to his office the next day for an interview with her sister. Besides, I want to go to look for the room to rent outside Cagen's house area. Convenient for me to go to work if I get a new job that is located at KL.

- StevenPSJ -

What's wrong with me?!

After I finish my work. Suddenly,I keep on thinking of him ( refer to the person that I like )... Haihs ! Don't la Steven.. don't be like that. I guess that I really really like him, a lot ! Gosh ! What am I typing and thinking? Do I? I miss him,sadly. But,it's impossible. What I can do is-silently crush on him. I think about him the whole day? Please ah help~ Sh*t! Wake up,it's a dream Steven. I was a bit/ slightly upset that I met his *ahem.. tut tut* when I passed by just now. I react quickly and just give a simple greet ( so fake! At least I'm a good actor with a mask ). Piew ! I have no idea to react if I meet him again because I like him? Love at first sight? AiyakKkk !!! Stop. Stop thinking of him. That's it. Fin. I'm going off. Try to do something that wont make me think of him =(

- StevenPSJ -

My Story on 6Th Aug 09

I woke up at 430pm and went to Pavilion- alone. Actually I'd dated him at 8pm. Around 6pm I reached Pavilion. I had my dinner at Old Town and I bought a movie ticket at 645pm. After that, I met him. He brought me to KFC, our first time met up location. Haihs ~

What I wanna say is.... I know that he likes me very much but I can't lie to myself that he isn't my cup of tea. I feel guilty and I don't know how to open my mouth to tell him because I don't want to hurt him and I know how sucks the uncomfortable feeling is. Therefore, I will just silently stop contact him. Sooner or later he will get the hint. Sorry ! I try to work out but just can't. I know if I like someone,this is not suppose to occur. Someone that I like??? At the moment,just let it be. Come and go... already fed up. The one that I like... really like... maybe keep for myself to know only/ just a dream/ or never gonna happen. Even if we know that we like and link to each other ( my instinct- wrong or correct neh? ), we know it inside our heart and and can't obviously draw out the message because it's impossible and wrong timing.

OKie already!!! I officially announce that my status right now is single and very very available ! wooHoo !!! Greats ! (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -