Tiring Offday :-(

I offday on 11Th Aug 09 ( Tuesday ). Previous day I was fullshift. I woke up 9am because I got an interview with Cagen's sister,Tina in her office located at Balakong. I took 2hours to reach there by my own.. Sigh! Very tired and I slept all the way ( every little oppurtunities I got - cab, KTM, LRT, monorail and bus) during the journey. The result was, Tina gonna inform me again next week because she wanted to have a second thaught. So, I have to wait.

Ok. After the inteview, I stayed at Cagen's office until 6pm. Finally, we left together and his brother-in-law dropped down me at Sri Petaling LRT station. I bought a ticket back to Masjid Jamek to go back home. That time was absolutely crowded because all the citizens went back home... inside the LRT all the people packed like 'sardine can'. Aijo! I couldn't stand then I take another train that pass through KLCC. I reached there around 7pm++... Honestly, that whole day I was very tired and sleepy. I kept myself awake and hope to get home soon to sleep! But,I was stucked... Walked, walked and walked .. I reached Pavilion. In between my journey to Pavilion,I bought a 'take-away' Starbucks Hazelnut+ Chocolate drink to energize myself. Once I was there, I tried to find something to do to kill the time. I had captured some pictures... hehe :

*Time : 7pm++

Well, I sit somewhere and took one photo of myself. Muaks! haah...

*Time : 8pm++

People down there "chill-ing"... * For me* - Sienz~ Ops! Maybe I've nothing to do gua... More Sienz lar me (>.<) !!!

Outside the road still traffic jam. How am I going to go back? U see???

*Time : 9pm++

Woh yea wulala ! I followed this couple like a paparazzi and secretly captured behind them. Guess what? They're a lovely lesbian ( no offence). They obviously hold hand during their shopping spree. Haihs I felt a bit envy la~~ but cool (^_^) haha.

In the end of the day, I waited until the Pavilion shopping complex closed at 10pm. Then I only could go back home and sleep ah.. How pity and tired o me... Aijo. Reached home already 11pm++. The end (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -

Calm (^_^)

Last night i slept at 6am++. Therefore, I'm very sleeping during my working time today. Cagen and Liu Si came to visit me and I spent them to eat during my break time. Overall, I already feel better than yesterday. Tomorrow I work full shift. I don't expect anything as long as I complete my usual duty. After that, I off the next day. Hurray great ! I decide to go to Cagen's house overnight and follow him go to his office the next day for an interview with her sister. Besides, I want to go to look for the room to rent outside Cagen's house area. Convenient for me to go to work if I get a new job that is located at KL.

- StevenPSJ -

What's wrong with me?!

After I finish my work. Suddenly,I keep on thinking of him ( refer to the person that I like )... Haihs ! Don't la Steven.. don't be like that. I guess that I really really like him, a lot ! Gosh ! What am I typing and thinking? Do I? I miss him,sadly. But,it's impossible. What I can do is-silently crush on him. I think about him the whole day? Please ah help~ Sh*t! Wake up,it's a dream Steven. I was a bit/ slightly upset that I met his *ahem.. tut tut* when I passed by just now. I react quickly and just give a simple greet ( so fake! At least I'm a good actor with a mask ). Piew ! I have no idea to react if I meet him again because I like him? Love at first sight? AiyakKkk !!! Stop. Stop thinking of him. That's it. Fin. I'm going off. Try to do something that wont make me think of him =(

- StevenPSJ -

My Story on 6Th Aug 09

I woke up at 430pm and went to Pavilion- alone. Actually I'd dated him at 8pm. Around 6pm I reached Pavilion. I had my dinner at Old Town and I bought a movie ticket at 645pm. After that, I met him. He brought me to KFC, our first time met up location. Haihs ~

What I wanna say is.... I know that he likes me very much but I can't lie to myself that he isn't my cup of tea. I feel guilty and I don't know how to open my mouth to tell him because I don't want to hurt him and I know how sucks the uncomfortable feeling is. Therefore, I will just silently stop contact him. Sooner or later he will get the hint. Sorry ! I try to work out but just can't. I know if I like someone,this is not suppose to occur. Someone that I like??? At the moment,just let it be. Come and go... already fed up. The one that I like... really like... maybe keep for myself to know only/ just a dream/ or never gonna happen. Even if we know that we like and link to each other ( my instinct- wrong or correct neh? ), we know it inside our heart and and can't obviously draw out the message because it's impossible and wrong timing.

OKie already!!! I officially announce that my status right now is single and very very available ! wooHoo !!! Greats ! (^_^)

- StevenPSJ -